Knowing tat u'r busy recently, i dun wan to sms or contact u. It's alrite if u dun wan go out with me i jus wish tat u will be happy daily n get to n0e sum of ur recent stuffs if u dun mind. sumtimes i keep saying i care for u the most but whenever u nid help i can't do anything to help u n i won't be ard for u... hopefully we jus cherish the presence n our friendship..

ytd went amk hub to watch horror movies the most ultimate motive is actually i was trying to meet up with aaron coz i haven't been seeing him for few mths le =X after movies we help peng sheng celebrate his 20th birthday. these are wat we took ytd..

Tat nite yx oso called me n we chatted alot of personal stuffs haha only we know the content Thanks for ur concern yx kor kor =) after tat is sweet dreams =X

group photo frm left. aaron,chit hao,peng sheng, me, yiu long

so fortunate to take pic with ps the birthday boi n lionel.

peng sheng the birthday boi =) Happy 20th birthday!

We went to amk hub to watch a horror movies. aaron n lionel not inside the photo. =X

From left to right. chit hao, yiu long, peng sheng the birthday boi and me =)

Thanks all those who showered care n concern for me for the past few days especially ytd nite =) Though most of u still dunn0 my illness but u all show genuine care for me i'm so touched by tat =)) I promise u all i'll take gd care of myself n n0t make u all worry for me especially 1 important person n frens ard me like sh, sl, lr, law, and many more etc. I'll jiayou de sl thanks for ur encouragement yeah i'll be alrite dun worry ya n must score well for ur 'o' lvl yeah.. =) o ya lr i'll rmb our conversation in msn de thanks for the advice oso =)) i'll end here will update soon!

I'm dying ='(

If 1 day i'm going to leave this world i hope to leave peacefully. I dun wan all my frens especially the 1 i care the most shed any tears for me tat is the least thing i wan. Well i might or might not recover so i hav to be mentally prepared. How i wished i could spend the remaining time with the 1 i like , my frens n every1 who are close to me, such tat i wont die with regrets. Go away my illness i hate u!!! Leave me alone!!!!

I jus wan to delicate tis song to sum 1 whom i cherish alot.. song title is 对不起 by 王子. Coz i cant seem to express myself.. o well.. Hope tat person will appreciate n understand the significance of the song.. hahas Its a nice n meaningful song n touching song yeah (almost drop tears when i listen to it ='( )
Post till here. (i noe its a short entry but....)

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多久了没有你的消息
上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定
对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪着你
你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性
对不起不该让你伤心
有时候 你会让让我尽管我大男人发作
有时候 你会装作不懂默默地 留一些空间给我
这些事情 其实 我一直都藏在心里
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去 我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃 说声对不起

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去 我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃
请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护着你
小小的爱情 却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的 想念的都是你请你相信
一个这样的我
请原谅我 对不起 对不起 ='(

Thanks for letting me realise tat u care for me. Thanks for console-ing me when im em0. Thanks for chatting with me when im down. Jus wan u to n0e tat n0 matter wat happen, be it rain or shine i will accompany u n stay by ur side. Friends 4 ever =) WOW rare scene "elipse" though i nvr really witnessed it =X


Perhaps its all my fault n although u 4giv me but im like very guilty... Jus wan to apologise if i ever make u sad i really dun wish to sour our relationship de hope u will understand me ='( okay enough of those em0 stuffs lets smile tgt HAHAHA =)

From n0w onwards, i will try n0t to be too emo le.. It hurts me when i knew too much abt u.. I failed as a fren. I jus hope u will find ur happiness n dun dwell on ur past. May u be a more stronger person den b4. I will learn to 4get u though i m reluctant to do so. But having like u once was perhaps a blessing jus tat maybe we are from 2 different world. But hopefully u will still treat me as ur fren though u seem to hide everythings from me. Let me say it final time tat i didnt regret it for liking u. Guess i hav to let go n0w. Last emo-ing le.



Mon. went bugis with lawrence n crapped alot throughout. whenever we meet we will share alot =) Thanks yi xian for console-ing me =) I really appreciate it. thnks for the call though we chatted for 30 mins only but at least u let me realised tat u did care for me tat was the main purpose. =) o yeah n thanks for ur advise.

Too much incident hav happened recently. Very em0 n0w... ='(

Fri. As usual went to sch for fyp. Tat evening went out with Lawrence for dinner. We went jp to walk walk but since we prefered chatting , we walked aimlessly =X we chatted alot n seem to get along well =)

Sat. Lazy to go out did my final preparation for next day event. took afternoon nap for few hrs b4 i went to th for qkb.. Jus wan to let u n0e tat i really care for u if u really wan me to disappear within ur sight i will jus listen to u though i will be reluctant to do so... Em0 now....

Sun. The event went smoothly.. It commenced at 8 n ended at 6.. Though it was a long day but it was an opportunity for us to learn n improve. The theme is 五教一家 This event's agenda is to let us understand the difference between religion n heavenly tao. Dun feel like elaborating everything... Mon. after sch going bugis with Lawrence =) I will update till here.. All those pic took on sun are with wanqi after i hav received those photo will upload in fb =)

Inspiration n support

Trust in the lord with all ur heart n lean not on ur own understanding, in all ur ways acknowledge him n he will make ur paths straight....

Tues: Hyh was so successful n i can only say every1 lykl =)

Wed: Morning on MRT met Joaquim but almost cant recognise her... =X chatted with her till i reached clementi b4 taking bus to sch.... Did my circuit board n was rdy to to print the pcb... =) After tat was lunch... Left sch at 12.45 n reached orchard Mrt at 1.20.. well i was supposed to meet SH at 2.... Maybelyn also went out with us. We went shopping at orchard n chatted throughout.. I tried to join in their coversation but sumtime i noe im too random =X Maybelyn kept saying i am too quiet but i did join in their conversation lor =) At abt 5 plus we went to have our dinner. After tat, we took sum photos while SH n maybelyn bought some food at taka food fair. photo are still with maybelyn so i will post it next time =X
At 6, it was home sweet home =) Hopefully can meet n ask them out next time =X Really enjoyed myself n wat i can say is tat time really flies when ur having fun... =)

Present given to me by SH =) Its a mini fan she bought frm wuhan.

What i had been doing n wat's i will be going to do for the next few days =) I will post them now..





Sat~ Had a group meeting during the morning.. Afternoon went to library till ard 5 plus to modify my ppt slides.. Went home to bathe eat dinner n write my biao wen b4 going to er tong du jing ban to hav a celebration coz the du jing zhuang yuan sai jus successfully ended... Tat ends my day =)





Sun~ Went to du jing jia ting ri.. had another meeting after tat n reached home at 3 plus... after tat edit my stuff again... actually at nite still got hyh rehearsal de but wan qi told zhi kai to release me so as to help our de shu to ly coz our de shu qian dao hav insufficient ppl ... tat nite talked to maybelyn awhile b4 i went to sleep =)





Mon~ School-ing ='( and at nite got mfb =)





Tues~ School-ing (Arghhhhh!!) at nite got hyh and will be able to see alot of ppl =)





Wed~ Going to meet SH wahaha x)





Thurs~ Not very sure tbc perhaps ask maybelyn out? =.=





Since 10-7-09 i had adopted a rabbit n i love it very much =) i will post sum pic of our memories here n facebook so take note!!! X)

Dun tell me u still dun understand me? Jus wan u to be happy!! Cheer up !!! Let me be ur guardian angel n protect/love u in discreet =)

Is it because im not gentleman enough? Is it because im not generous enough? Is it because im still very immature? Or is it because im younger den euu?? Pls end my agony ='(


I will still wait for u to give me a chance =)

Dunno y im having mixed feelings n0w......