22-11-09 LLZ LY =)

ytd was llz ly. it was a fun and memorable day for me coz i make more frens from other de shu n know them better! it is a gd way to interact with frens from other de shu during big event like this especially can make use of this opportunity to mingle with youth from tg's side =) hehehs! when i saw those lao pu sa enjoying themselves at all the game stalls i can also feel the happiness within myself... ahas! hopefully can mingle with all the youth from tg n th side.. but i think is abit impossible well...

Extremely Exhausted after sch commence till now ='(

Recently, i've been thinking alot. Thinking of ways and means to cultivate my mouth (口德）. Which means not to gossip, talk lesser craps, talk lesser unless is necessary. Wonder if i really can do it.. Anw my feelings are worse than being emo.. Coz my feelings are numb now can't even react >.< haizz! BUSY BUSY BUSY!
Everyday got Events , LY and assignments!!! Have to learn how to manage and juggle my sch work with ft ly! Friends out there we will hang out during holiday yeah? such a boring daily routine Aiyooo! During hOliday i vow to go out daily =)

Happy to be me

No1 is perfect,
Yet so many still try.
To tell you the truth,
I really don't see why.
My smile is imperfect,
But I love it anyway.
Neither is my face,
But i like it everyday.
I love how I look.
Why can't you?
I know I'm not perfect,
Neither are you.
No1 is perfect,
Much to your dismay.
I know i'm not perfect,
But I like it that way.
I'm happy to be myself!


OUTING? GATHERING? HANGOUT-ING? YEARNING FOR LOVE AND FREEDOM! STILL WAITING FOR MY ''MISS SNOW WHITE" Where Are You??? PLs Hav a pity on me come out N0w!

LYHF, 你是否可以试着接受我，试着和我交往呢？突然对你有那一种感觉，真后悔当初忽略你对我的那一份情。Everything revolves around 缘份，希望我们能给对方一次机会！
无时无刻都提醒自己做人要潇洒一点！

Let Nature Takes It's Course =)

做人真的没有意义！感觉上活得很苦，活得很没有意思，一切都过得非常的不顺。
我已经放弃了人生。我真的活得很苦，很累........... 我苦不堪言，没有话能形容。

我多么希望能买得到快乐，时间和幸福！！！

烦烦烦，忙忙忙！！！！！！

1st day of sch!

真正的友谊到底是什么？我到底有几个真正了解我，关心我，呵护我，体谅我，圆容我的知心好友？

当我需要帮助时    ，有几个人会伸出援手呢？
当我伤心时            ，有几个人会安慰和关心我呢？
当我快乐时            ，有几个人会和我一同庆祝呢？
当我寂寞时            ，有几个人会自愿的陪我呢？
当我不如意时        ，有几个人会注意和关怀我呢？
当我心情不平衡时，有几个人会来安抚我的心呢？

感觉上都在敷衍我罢了。这到底是为什么呢？ 为什么？！！！！   为什么？！！！！


Suddenly realised that i have too much commitments!  Jus hope that LMCB everything will proceed smoothly.  OoH yeah b4 i 4get, i would like to share with all that im selected to ly as flag bearer during the opening of sports meet @ taiwan this dec. Felt so honoured because im the minority being selected by zz to be involved in the ly. GAn Xie LMCB!


1st day of sch alrdy nid to write 1800 words essay for 2 assignments... 800 words for 1 and another 1000 words  for the other CRAZY SEH HOW TO WRITE 1800 WORDS ESSAY SIA!!!!!!

2nd oct fri nite

Was supposed to meet sh, lr n yx @ 7pm at chinatown. But in the end we all nvr meet at ctrl station. Tat day was a mini birthday celebration for the 4 of us! Met lr n yx @ ard 7.30pm den went to purchase our cake 4 for $10 only. tat day sh had a meeting n met us at ard 9pm poor sh had to cab down to the place we gathered.(a vege stall at temple street) sh spent 10 on cab haizzz but she dun seem to mind so well... anw happy belated birthday to sh n lr.. and happy advance birthday to yx =) we chatted throughout the dinner n ate our cake aft singing our birthday song n making our wishes! aft tat we walked awhile b4 we went back! took sum photo on the journey back on the train =) Reached home ard 11.30pm so tired but happy hohoho!

25-9-09 part 2

虽然已经有好几个月了，但偶尔还是会对她有感觉的。但是最近我想了很多，常告诉自己要学会放下，因为喜欢一个人不一定要拥有她或和她在一起。只求她能天天开心和找到能爱她和给她幸福快乐的人。从相见到相识到成了朋友，我们曾经在msn闲聊和交换简讯，那段日子是我过得最快乐的。当我不知不觉的对她有好感时，我开始关心她，呵护她，斗她笑，一切都顺着她包容她。偶尔一起出去时，还会送她一些礼物。如今我只想我们还是保持朋友的关系，有机会就一起出去，不然偶尔才联络问她最近别来无恙。好了最后我只想让她知道曾经喜欢她是我从来没有后悔的选择。我想最后一次对她说：我依然喜欢你，但现在是时候放手了。这不代表我又有喜欢的另外一个女的而是我想让我们都得到各自的幸福。

25-9-09 part 1

I will just post part 1 due to time constraint.. Met up with sch clique tis afternoon at china town. We were heading towards the $10 KTV Club to Sing n most importantly to help celebrate my advance birthday! We sang alot n shot alot of video n photo will upload @ fb not here >.<..
Thanks for the celebration frens i appreciate all of ur time tdy! Guess tat we might not hav much time to meet up le so cya all in sch n gather during holidays lor.. Hahas!
Anw tml i'll be going to malacca n i'll be back on sun nites so take note my frens dun blame me for not replying or answering ur call... Will post part 2 after i come back frm malacca....

Time passes too fast!

A hectic wkends but yet quite a meaningful 1.. sunday there were bxb in the morning n dzb at night. Recently i hav been listening to English lectures @ dzb/qkb.. Basically is to improve my language n able to prepare myself for next time ly n at the same time share some info with my indian dao qing.. quite challenging sia but with god's grace i can do it!
Tdy was out the whole day... morning went to different places to shoot video for upcoming le ling zhou ly.. afternoon went to 梅先生's son 1 year old party... his son is really very cute n handsome hahas! enjoyed the cake, the food and guess wat? His son is alrdy being 'attached' with benard's daughter another cute gal =P those who were there will know wat i'm talking abt.... hehes funny sia.. after tat was our de shu qing zhu @ th.. so tired sia but nvm i guess all these are worth it de so hahas!!!

Professional shooting video =)

A peaceful day @ ecp

Went ecp with sch clique. they were cycling but i was jogging on my own. N thus i kena sunburnt on my upper back of the body due to the removal of clothes under the hot sun n jog frm 10 plus to 4 plus... >.<

我得到我要的清静。这就是人生！偶尔也需要一点安静。
宁静的听着海浪声，
静静的望着大海，
独自享受新鲜的空气，
仿佛自己占有了风，
被风吹得真凉爽。

Sry pardon me for my languages coz i cmi in languages de so i anyhow compose de so dun blame me yah!

Conclusion: Sometimes we hav to be alone to reflect on ourselves n quietly observing n appreciating the nature but most of the time we also hav to be with cliques or frens lor Haha!!! :P will post till here...

Tdy is the dunno how many anniversary for the 911 incident =X very random i noe hees =P
Last wed 9-9-09 was a lucky day coz it was my turn to say jdyy i admit it wasn't well done but i did my best le so mus continue n jys. Haven been onlining for past few days coz i was busy working. i'm planning to go kbox again and will be going ecp with sch clique this coming tues! still deciding how to celebrate our birthday so any idea? how u all wan celebrate on tat day? hav to fix a date fast. next entry i will post afew photo of a japanese sch.. lazy to blog le so jus a short entry everytime (depending on my moods also)

Last friday went cycling alone since i'm bored n there isn't any1 to accompany me. Frm my hse cycled to jurong west >>> jurong east >>> bukit batok >>> shop at west mall =X
After tat go explore the whole area of bukit batok n i almost got lost :X LOL!
Ytd went bugis walk walk! nth exciting happened except lots of chit chatting session with chit hao n peng sheng.
Tdy jus came back frm djjtr hahas so blog till here! Count Down to 3 More Days!!!!!!!!

Last Mon, my sch clique decided to gather after 1 tedious, harsh , taxing semester  =X
I decided to go k box since i'm the organiser n i hav nvr been to k b4 so hahas really enjoyed myself n had lotas fun hanging with them! I dun mean hanging out with ft clique isn't fun pls dun misinterpret me LOL :D
i got upload 1 video but there is 1 more on the k box singing LOL dun laugh pls!! Being with this clique i experience lots of fun n be more natural in the sense tat i could be myself coz they dun mind my another 'wild' side wahahahs... The rest of the photo are uploaded in my fb so pls view if u hav time!
Tat nite was mfb oso actually i hav decided to say jdyy tat nite but well ppl hav volunteered b4 me so hav to wait for next wk. Frens giv me some confidence coz next wk it's my turn to say le so until den support me =)
Yeah Last fri went out hav lunch with SQ. Aft tat go arcade , shopping den go sky garden to hav a nice chit chat session.. went bugis shop den go suntec hahas enjoyed the outing ... so i guess i will post till here :P

I'm very bored!
Still can't find any Job and no 1 is willing to go out with me =.="
nth interesting happened recently..
 "Siansation" LOL :P

answers revealed:




what kind of egg u tink i am?



egg (chicken), – 最亲的人

duck egg,- 最气的人

bird egg,- 依赖的人

goose egg,- 最爱的人

fish egg,- 最笨的人

dinosaur egg,- 最丑的人

frog egg,- 最傻的人

worm egg,- 欠打的人

tortoise egg,- 最疼的人

turtle egg,-最想的人

snake egg,-最坏的人

ant egg,-最信的人

bee egg,-针对的人

housefly egg,  – 最脏的人

butterfly egg.-最美的人



hahaha, so funny.



is it accurate? HAHAHA

Among all this cartoon which will you chose to represent me deep down in your heart-




1.Doraemon, -Most Dependable Friend

2. Hello Kitty, -Most Thoughtful Friend

3-Mickey Mouse, – The one that understand you most

4-Barbie Doll, -The prettiest friend

5-Snoopy, -The one that you are secretly admiring

6-Super Man, – The one that can protect you the most!

7-, Black and White Pig, -The one you love now

8-Melody, – The one you wish to be your boy/girl friend

9-Wicked Doll, -The one you hate most

10-La Pi Xiao Xin – Your future husband or wife!





quizzes are so fun!

ans revealED.

b4 my haircut -.-

After my haircut nice hair style whee whee! :P

Hmm i shld start looking for jobs n start organizing events/outings :D

start to jio ppl out n go out slack play n slack again i want lots of outing frens pls accompany me coz i hate to be alone n being neglected -.- hehes! 

Now i'm extremely free so invite me out anytime!

                                                                                                                   

Finally FYP came to an end! Very tiring struggling alot this sem >.< but enough of the unhappy stuffs. Tdy in sch hor i chatted with SH. she so gao xiao n lame at times hehes :P We chatted alot but most of the details i can't rmb but 1 thing i sure can rmb. It is sh's conversation with her fren. Can u imagine tat sh's fren go ft jus to look for guys? Den sh told her since when ft is a place for a matchmaking session sia =.=" So damn gao xiao sia laugh until g0t tears le lor =X me n sh chatted alot n she brighten up my day tdy so wanna thanks her hehe :D dun really rmb our conversation coz too much crappy stuffs but even if i rmb oso can't tell coz it's confidential =.=" LOL











Time to go back n slack n play n most importantly relax. o yeah b4 i forget tml i'll be going to malacca until sunday's nite Miss me frens hehes :D

~Whee~ Happy happy :D jus finished my technical report ytd.. now left with final report n will be holiday time :P
I will be extremely free aft tml so frens out there Jio me OuT more often Coz i Nid sOme Fun hehes =)
Flood my Tag box if u guys are free Gals also yeah :D
Post a short entry tdy =X

Finally the final year project (FYP) is going to finish soon. Next Mon will be the final presentation. Hav been extremely busy with proj for the past few wks.. so aft mon presentation jus hav to submit technical report n final report n there goes the proj sem :D

Every 1 wish me gd luck leh :P hahas

A busy yet fruitful weekends :D

Recently due to the hectic work load and quite a number of activities, i was too busy to blog. Okay i'll now start off with Sat event. Sat was byz Pot Luck Session :D I prepared fried rice. I was anticipating this event after zhi kai officially announce this gathering :D So wat did we do once we're @ TG? We played a game similar to " Dun forget the lyrics" eh shld i say we played "Dun forget the lyrics". It was like wah piang eh i almost forgot some of the lyrics of those songs i hav chosen luckily my team mates are very zai 1 :D Well all the grps are also very pro =) So we played until like 5 plus before we started our Pot Luck Session yummy yummy pls dun drool :D
We also watched video on the performance on 潘公道长 skit. It was fantastic, awesome, touching n fabulous n too gd to be describe. After tat was time to go home quite 依依不舍 =X But on the way back the gals took quite a number of photo. ( Liwen, Jia yi, Shi Hui, Liru, Yun Wan and myself) I was asked to take photo for few of them liru, sh n jiayi. sh also took 2 "unglamorous" photo of me n liru but coz of me make the whole pic abit unglam lor. Hahas the rest of the photo are at sh n liru Fb. i only got 2 photo posted below :D O ya liru seem extremely happy on tat day coz she jus bought a new handphone so u can see the way she smile at every photo all very sweet sia sounds wrong but hahas n0 hidden meaning sia :D Tat nite i did abit of my ppt slides. hav to do some preparation for final presentation. Tired sia but still hav to hang on.

I cook de fried rice =)

sh took de. sh said it was artistic n both sh n liru said tat i looked shock. i was like eek y took such an "unglam" photo n i'm indeed having unexpected shock :D

another unglam photo of me =X ruin the whole pic see the way liru smile? so sweet :D


Sun was our 素食大会. tat day i wasn't assign any role for ly but as i reached TH quite early i decided to go help out at the game booth. wow time really flies. aft few hrs i went bac to rush my remaining ppt slides. o yeah forgot to wish singapore a happy 44th birthday :D I did take the pledge @ 8.22 okay =) nth much to elaborate on.

Mon was our 德属导读会. i was the 1st to share coz i told tz tat i nid to leave aft 2 hrs coz nid to rush bac do my final report. No Life rite hahas =.= so another day jus passed by like snapping the finger " jus like tat" .

Tues which is today as usual go sch den do a final presentation inspection by the supervisor. aft tat slack awhile den at nite still hav to attend mfb hahas busy life rite but these are all worth it coz it's part of my responsibility. will blog till here.

Thanks sh n yx kor kor for ur time on tues nite! thanks for the conversation =) through my conversation with yx i realised tat i got alot to learn n change =X hahas dun tell u my flaws i will hav to take note n change slowly LOL hehes :D after tat nite i oso felt better yeah.



Now i will end off with some gd n meaningful quotation =)
[Pain is inevitable, but misery is optional.]=} so we shld hav the rite attitude.
[Minds are like parachutes, they only function when open.]=} so we shld hav an open mind.
[If u do wat you've always done, u will get wat you've alwaes gotten.]=} so we must challenge ourselves and aim high.
[The remedy for injuries is not to remember them.] =} so we shld forget the past but not avoid it.
[Correction does much, but encouragement does more.] =} so we shld giv more encouragement.
[It is the characteristic of the magnanimous to ask for no kindness but to be ready to do kindness to others.] =} so we shld hav a kind heart.
[Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe tat tml will be better, we can bear a hardship tdy.] =} so we shld hav some hope.
[Courage doesn't mean tat we're not afraid. It means tat we do wat we hav to in spite of the fear.] =} so we shld hav be more courageous.

SAD SAD SAD ='(

Aft wat sum1 told me we aren't close so u won't go out with me.. this has been bothering me these few days... Is this the reason? I really treat u all as frens if u all dun regard me as 1 i might as well jus disappear out of ur life.. Sry for my msg regarding joining of ur clique n saying all those things i shldn't hav said. i was in a foul mood tat day. i shldn't hav doubt u... y shld i bother wat the others had say. perhaps if i really treat u as a fren i will hav mutual trust in u ='( entirely my fault. though i dun wish to sour our friendship but i think it's alrdy too late to salvage it. Let it be den. how i wished to turn back the time but it's impossible. well perhaps if u happened to read tis entry, i oso can't change the fact tat we aren't close frens anymore. very sad yeah.



aft ly ~wedding @ tg~ ft clique =)

Knowing tat u'r busy recently, i dun wan to sms or contact u. It's alrite if u dun wan go out with me i jus wish tat u will be happy daily n get to n0e sum of ur recent stuffs if u dun mind. sumtimes i keep saying i care for u the most but whenever u nid help i can't do anything to help u n i won't be ard for u... hopefully we jus cherish the presence n our friendship..

ytd went amk hub to watch horror movies the most ultimate motive is actually i was trying to meet up with aaron coz i haven't been seeing him for few mths le =X after movies we help peng sheng celebrate his 20th birthday. these are wat we took ytd..

Tat nite yx oso called me n we chatted alot of personal stuffs haha only we know the content Thanks for ur concern yx kor kor =) after tat is sweet dreams =X

group photo frm left. aaron,chit hao,peng sheng, me, yiu long

so fortunate to take pic with ps the birthday boi n lionel.

peng sheng the birthday boi =) Happy 20th birthday!

We went to amk hub to watch a horror movies. aaron n lionel not inside the photo. =X

From left to right. chit hao, yiu long, peng sheng the birthday boi and me =)

Thanks all those who showered care n concern for me for the past few days especially ytd nite =) Though most of u still dunn0 my illness but u all show genuine care for me i'm so touched by tat =)) I promise u all i'll take gd care of myself n n0t make u all worry for me especially 1 important person n frens ard me like sh, sl, lr, law, and many more etc. I'll jiayou de sl thanks for ur encouragement yeah i'll be alrite dun worry ya n must score well for ur 'o' lvl yeah.. =) o ya lr i'll rmb our conversation in msn de thanks for the advice oso =)) i'll end here will update soon!

I'm dying ='(

If 1 day i'm going to leave this world i hope to leave peacefully. I dun wan all my frens especially the 1 i care the most shed any tears for me tat is the least thing i wan. Well i might or might not recover so i hav to be mentally prepared. How i wished i could spend the remaining time with the 1 i like , my frens n every1 who are close to me, such tat i wont die with regrets. Go away my illness i hate u!!! Leave me alone!!!!

I jus wan to delicate tis song to sum 1 whom i cherish alot.. song title is 对不起 by 王子. Coz i cant seem to express myself.. o well.. Hope tat person will appreciate n understand the significance of the song.. hahas Its a nice n meaningful song n touching song yeah (almost drop tears when i listen to it ='( )
Post till here. (i noe its a short entry but....)

='(
多久了没有你的消息
上一封简讯是星期几
又错过了与你的约定
对不起真的不是故意
有时候没办法陪着你
你总是对我说没关系
放不下我对你的任性
对不起不该让你伤心
有时候 你会让让我尽管我大男人发作
有时候 你会装作不懂默默地 留一些空间给我
这些事情 其实 我一直都藏在心里
请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去 我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃 说声对不起

请你原谅我不懂逗你开心
请你原谅我不懂听你的心
回想这过去 我学着让你更安心
别赌气别任性别放弃
请你相信我我会更加珍惜
请你相信我我会呵护着你
小小的爱情 却是我最大的幸运
疼爱的 想念的都是你请你相信
一个这样的我
请原谅我 对不起 对不起 ='(

Thanks for letting me realise tat u care for me. Thanks for console-ing me when im em0. Thanks for chatting with me when im down. Jus wan u to n0e tat n0 matter wat happen, be it rain or shine i will accompany u n stay by ur side. Friends 4 ever =) WOW rare scene "elipse" though i nvr really witnessed it =X


Perhaps its all my fault n although u 4giv me but im like very guilty... Jus wan to apologise if i ever make u sad i really dun wish to sour our relationship de hope u will understand me ='( okay enough of those em0 stuffs lets smile tgt HAHAHA =)

From n0w onwards, i will try n0t to be too emo le.. It hurts me when i knew too much abt u.. I failed as a fren. I jus hope u will find ur happiness n dun dwell on ur past. May u be a more stronger person den b4. I will learn to 4get u though i m reluctant to do so. But having like u once was perhaps a blessing jus tat maybe we are from 2 different world. But hopefully u will still treat me as ur fren though u seem to hide everythings from me. Let me say it final time tat i didnt regret it for liking u. Guess i hav to let go n0w. Last emo-ing le.



Mon. went bugis with lawrence n crapped alot throughout. whenever we meet we will share alot =) Thanks yi xian for console-ing me =) I really appreciate it. thnks for the call though we chatted for 30 mins only but at least u let me realised tat u did care for me tat was the main purpose. =) o yeah n thanks for ur advise.

Too much incident hav happened recently. Very em0 n0w... ='(

Fri. As usual went to sch for fyp. Tat evening went out with Lawrence for dinner. We went jp to walk walk but since we prefered chatting , we walked aimlessly =X we chatted alot n seem to get along well =)

Sat. Lazy to go out did my final preparation for next day event. took afternoon nap for few hrs b4 i went to th for qkb.. Jus wan to let u n0e tat i really care for u if u really wan me to disappear within ur sight i will jus listen to u though i will be reluctant to do so... Em0 now....

Sun. The event went smoothly.. It commenced at 8 n ended at 6.. Though it was a long day but it was an opportunity for us to learn n improve. The theme is 五教一家 This event's agenda is to let us understand the difference between religion n heavenly tao. Dun feel like elaborating everything... Mon. after sch going bugis with Lawrence =) I will update till here.. All those pic took on sun are with wanqi after i hav received those photo will upload in fb =)

Inspiration n support

Trust in the lord with all ur heart n lean not on ur own understanding, in all ur ways acknowledge him n he will make ur paths straight....

Tues: Hyh was so successful n i can only say every1 lykl =)

Wed: Morning on MRT met Joaquim but almost cant recognise her... =X chatted with her till i reached clementi b4 taking bus to sch.... Did my circuit board n was rdy to to print the pcb... =) After tat was lunch... Left sch at 12.45 n reached orchard Mrt at 1.20.. well i was supposed to meet SH at 2.... Maybelyn also went out with us. We went shopping at orchard n chatted throughout.. I tried to join in their coversation but sumtime i noe im too random =X Maybelyn kept saying i am too quiet but i did join in their conversation lor =) At abt 5 plus we went to have our dinner. After tat, we took sum photos while SH n maybelyn bought some food at taka food fair. photo are still with maybelyn so i will post it next time =X
At 6, it was home sweet home =) Hopefully can meet n ask them out next time =X Really enjoyed myself n wat i can say is tat time really flies when ur having fun... =)

Present given to me by SH =) Its a mini fan she bought frm wuhan.

What i had been doing n wat's i will be going to do for the next few days =) I will post them now..





Sat~ Had a group meeting during the morning.. Afternoon went to library till ard 5 plus to modify my ppt slides.. Went home to bathe eat dinner n write my biao wen b4 going to er tong du jing ban to hav a celebration coz the du jing zhuang yuan sai jus successfully ended... Tat ends my day =)





Sun~ Went to du jing jia ting ri.. had another meeting after tat n reached home at 3 plus... after tat edit my stuff again... actually at nite still got hyh rehearsal de but wan qi told zhi kai to release me so as to help our de shu to ly coz our de shu qian dao hav insufficient ppl ... tat nite talked to maybelyn awhile b4 i went to sleep =)





Mon~ School-ing ='( and at nite got mfb =)





Tues~ School-ing (Arghhhhh!!) at nite got hyh and will be able to see alot of ppl =)





Wed~ Going to meet SH wahaha x)





Thurs~ Not very sure tbc perhaps ask maybelyn out? =.=





Since 10-7-09 i had adopted a rabbit n i love it very much =) i will post sum pic of our memories here n facebook so take note!!! X)

Dun tell me u still dun understand me? Jus wan u to be happy!! Cheer up !!! Let me be ur guardian angel n protect/love u in discreet =)

Is it because im not gentleman enough? Is it because im not generous enough? Is it because im still very immature? Or is it because im younger den euu?? Pls end my agony ='(


I will still wait for u to give me a chance =)

Dunno y im having mixed feelings n0w......

Thanks LM grace for being able to attend C camp from last fri to mon (13-15th june).. Learnt alot from this camp and i am touched by those camp committee's efforts.. The theme 4 the camp is 人人笃行持 , 家家弥勒愿.. My group is 持愿组.. From the station 突破自我 , 展翅高飞 we went through 3 sub stations on 毅力 , 远见 , 选择.. From 毅力 station i learnt that no matter how much obstacles we faced, we have to be determine enough to overcome them. Quoted by dunno who 4gt le =P " Strength does not come from physical capacity, it comes from an indeniable will".... From 选择 station we played board game on china map( we can choose our own route to other province so hav to plan route wisely). I learnt that every1 has a chance to choose/make a decision. We have to make wise decision in order to change our life. 所谓"境不转,心要转" so we have to make wise choice.. As for 远见 station i learnt that every1 will hav their own capabilities and responsibilities so we have to 看得远 and ensure that every1' role is equally important. 不同status , 不同重任
We also have program like 圆满人生 whereby they teach us how to yuan man our ren sheng and invited tz to share his experience with us. "Each an every1 of us is born with a sacred contract, an agreement to learn certain lessons and develop wisdom in this lifetime so as to realise your mission and fulfill your spiritual obligation to LM"
We also have tz to tell us a lecture on 弥勒的宏愿. He mentioned something on 弟子之三种因缘
1)与弥勒佛结缘 2)请旨发愿降世 3)领命应运入世
i will post part 2 next time =z

Applause for HYH =P

All our efforts were paid off through ytd performance. Well, all the audience had seen our performance and the happiness , the joy , n everything cant be describe by words.. Frankly speaking all those who were involved in the skit which include log, mr , actor, narrator n not forgetting director really put in lots of effort to make this a really successful 1. Gan xie lmcb!
BRAVO for all who were involved in this hyh ly. (BYZ, CO, lang song, shen shi n xiang sheng) =P



Currently i got alot of mixed emotion... Who shld i approach n who can help me? LMCB, hope everything will be smooth for me be it my love life/health/school life n etc BLESS ME PLS XXLMCB

Yesh overcome my fear n phobia of needle =P

Ytd there was a blood donation event at TG. Many ppl were there donating n sum were anticipating this event. I reached TG at 10 plus n began to register. There are lots of procedure to follow but the whole event was very organised n systematic. Our De shu g0t l0ts of ppl donating including tzong hong, yi xian, xu xun, me, liru, wan ting, wan qi, mei zhu and few tz..
Though we waited for 2 hrs b4 our turn, but shen tz was there to entertain me n crack lame jokes to calm me down =X
I oso g0t tis sticker which states that "Be kind to me coz this is my 1st blood donation" i still keep it okay... After that we went basement for lunch b4 our meeting. At 3, tzong hong n i went for hyh rehearsal.
Basically the rehearsal went quite smoothly n thanks to all actor's effort! Oso thanks Shi ling for narrating over n over again n heard tat she wasnt feeling too well must take care wor else on tat actual day no1 will replace u n help us narrate.
After the rehearsal, tzong hong n i went hou gang mall pasta mania makan =P so expensive =X
after tat HOME SWEET HOME ....

你那么爱他
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个美好风景
只是他早已离去
直到你相逢
他早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你开始了一段挣扎
哦～～～
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱他
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱他
为什么不把他留下
是不是你有深爱的两个他
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔


甜蜜约定
轻轻关上我的眼睛
整个心里都是你
希望真爱能被你感应
你是月亮我是星星
陪你一起数心情
见证我俩爱情的降临
在我心里　最爱的人就是你
装上翅膀我要飞向你
爱的印记　如此坚定
这是我们的甜蜜约定
轻轻呼吸你的呼吸
心里满满都是你
你是阳光水还有空气
茫茫人海确定是你
幸福闪烁的眼睛
月亮代表我的一颗心
Baby U will know our love so sweet


恋人未满
为什么只和你能聊一整夜
为什么才道别就又想见面
在朋友里面 就数你最特别
总让我觉得很亲很贴
为什么你在意谁陪我逛街
为什么你担心谁对我放电
你说你对我 比别人多一些
却又不说是多哪一些
友达以上 恋人未满
甜蜜心烦 愉悦混乱
我们以后 会变怎样
我迫不及待想知道答案
再靠近一点点 就让你牵手
再勇敢一点点 我就跟你走
你还等什么 时间已经不多
再下去 只好只做朋友
再向前一点点 我就会点头
再冲动一点点 我就不闪躲
不过三个字 别犹豫这么久
只要你说出口 你就能拥有我
为什么你寂寞只想要我陪
为什么我难过只肯让你安慰
我们心里面 明明都有感觉
为什么不敢面对
我不相信 都动了感情却到不了爱情
那么贴心却进不了心底
你能不能快一点决定对我说我爱你

Last sat and sun were 双亲节. We performed and delicated 3 songs to all the parents who were there celebrating this event with us. 1) 母亲你真伟大 2) 与mu同在 3) 感恩的心
Just want to take this opportunity to gan xie lmcb thanks lm for making this event a sucessful 1.
We performed 8 场 on both days but every1 are 法喜充满 and 了愿 until very happy =P
On Sun the person i admire was there enjoying the meal with her parents and relatives so happy to see her Haha! Anw these 2 days we also entertain ourselves while waiting for our performance. For these 2 days i feel that time is well spent and i really enjoyed myself with all the byz members! Thanks all for the gd rapport between all of us n just want to compliment all for our good performances and 大家了愿快乐 and im looking 4ward to next ly tgt with them =P
Lastly, i hope that the girl i admire will join byz so that i can know her better =X

thanks campaign =P

Few daes ago i jus visited liru's blog and saw her this campaign which is expressing our thanks/gratitude to somebody/anybody whom we think tat they deserve it. 1stly, this teaches me tat we mus gan en most of the time regarding gd/bad time.. I jus wanna thanks LM (god) for giving me a gd rapport between us. Also wanna thanks my parents , my siblings , my frens (fotang/non fotang) and thanks for last sat byz for the successful rehearsal.. thanks wendy for coming last sat (byz) , thanks zhao yi , liru , mei zhu for camp planning. thanks chong yee for being able to ly for the zhuang yuan mao. thanks tzong hong for being there with me at byz =P n thanks all other de shu ban yuan/jian qing for the guidance ^0^

Jus wanna thanks all...

Yet another disappointment ='(

Recently, there are lots of disappointment which i dun really wanna dwell on .... Jus feel tat not everything goes smoothly especially in a bgr (mostly i feel tat is only i 一情相愿not两情相愿 which i feel is very sad )....

Anw, jus got my results... though i thought im gonna get C for ECAM but i got a B n for EMD i got a A+ (both are my core module which are oso killer module yet i managed to survive =P).. but my GPA is once again a disappointment... only scored 2.65..... haiz i really dun feel lyk going to uni at tis rate ... im jus gonna try my best for last 2 sem no matter wat are my results =P
Gratz all who did well for their exams Gambatte for myself n all ....

Happy belated valentine' day =P

Have been very busy choinging assignments , playing facebook n online-ing =P... but tat out of the question =X
Haha here to wish all couple, have an ever lasting love n able to 终成卷属，常常久久 =P (i wrote correctly? =X)
btw the day after valentine day is the day i attended 模范班开班(13期）surprised to see 'her' there coz its lyk whenever i went to Tg i would sumhow saw 'her' =P but the rest of the mo fan lesson i will be attending at Th while hers is at Tg so its lyk wat i said 有缘无份.. still seem to lyk her but i feel lyk giving up coz we are not destined to be tgt... perhaps lm wan me to be single for n0w? haha sounds so pessimistic but ......

is tis joke not funny?...

马的English name 叫什么? And Y?

Ans: Peter

Because 'hospital' (horse Peter ) L0L feeling cold now...

These few daes i jus wanna be alone em0ing... perhaps is stress or other issues... nevertheless life still have to proceed on so have to endure.... few daes ago, was my hse xie en n quite a num of tao qin turned up ( a gd sign yeah).... nvm nth interesting to blog so back to em0 state .....

Welcome 2009 Good Bye 2008 ='(

1stly, happy belated new year =X

Didnt count down on new year eve i was doing research for de meeting at my hse on 1st jan 09 wow =)

4th jan was a busy sunday.. Coz we all went TG to pray for our annual Xie En.... Wat is de purpose of this important yet major event? To repent for all our sin committed in 2008 n to wish for a peaceful n no disaster in 2009

I have to admit it was tiring coz we prayed ard 8.1k 扣首 but lmcb coz every1 has successfully accomplished it BRAVO!!

Went home straight after xie en coz our de shu nid only 5 bys to ly well going there to pray is oso a form of ly le so haha (have to comfort myself lols)....
3rd of jan (sat) the byz was damn fun n we all really enjoyed ourselves wahaha though me tzong hong were trying to distract them abit every now n then but i guess they oso wont mind de yup?

N Last but not least B4 i forgot yup haha SH got a new haircut which is mushroom head wahahaha!!!! Laugh till my stomach pain opps =X.....