Poly life has come to an end.. Missed all the fun here @ ngee ann... hopefully won't repeat any of the module this sem coz all 4 core modules are damn difficult seh.... will be getting a diploma soon and dunnno if i wan work as an engineer next time... Time really flies when we are having fun can't bear to leave ngee ann lar especially my poly clique and will definitely miss the sch's facilities ='(

Now getting rdy to adapt to the next chapter of my life... Zheng Hao u must be persistant and persevere on =)

Hopefully my frens ard me, especially all my fotang frens and poly clique will be always happy and bless everything will go smoothly for all of them coz i really care for them and love them alot hehes =) so mushy!! Frenss smile ! Way to go =) Take care every1 rmb i will be there for all of u if u ever need me =P






Xavier

Wishing all a belated happy chinese new year and a belated happy valentine's day. For the past 10 days, i have been busy studying for my exams and busy celebrating cny... (watching drama as well =) )

我曾经问过我自己：如果今天是我在这个世间的最后一天，我会怕吗？

我不是怕我没有钱花，
我不是怕考试会不及格，
我不是怕给别人说我丑，
我不是怕给别人说我笨，
我不是怕让人瞧不起，
我不是怕这个怕那个。

而是...........
只是怕这辈子会没有女人爱，
只是怕这辈子不会交到女朋友，
只是怕身边的亲人一个个离我而去，
只是怕孤单寂寞的过一生。

人生为什么这么不公平？
Those who are handsome (hunks) and pretty (babes) tend to be very popular and those ugly people like me will be outcasted and thus felt neglected. Why won't any girls appreciate me at all? Why won't any girls notice me at all? Why won't any girls admire me? Why won't any girls accept me? Why is my fate like this???

I have no other choice but to accept my destiny, my life, my fate, coz this is a reality which i can't change but to accept it.....






Xavier

Had a bad dream last nite.. Imagine what i dreamt of? OMfgosh how could i hav such a dream....
i dreamt tat my ft clique got liao yuan(ly) sure ask me go but when they got gathering and fun tgt they neglected me and worse they dun even invite me lor... den u know wat i did aft tat? i began to throw my tantrum and approach them and shouted y did u all neglect n outcast me when u all were having fun tgt? den i woke up n found out tat it was jus a dream...
How could i hav this dream man wth.... -.-
ytd went for AGM and alot of tong xiu are promoted to xtys n jqs GRATZ n jyjy =)




Xavier

had 1 whole day of lecture until 3pm den it was raining cats and dogs (and still is now...) then watch poker king a hong kong movie with my poly clique... omg the ambient temp is alrdy very low plus the air-con makes it super cold lar like -ve degree .... (abit exaggerating hahas!) tdy is hurbert's 20th birthday and aaron bought a cake n we had a mini celebration and the cake is delicious yummy =) tml is hisyam 21th birthday also.... we had lots of fun there.. chit chat session, gaming session n movie session =) ate the cake until very full now.... =X
tml still got byz n ss's rehearsal so yippee i love to ly ^0^.. gonna exams soon so hahas gonna mugggg soon =X






Xavier

ytd spent $80 plus on clothes (top) and shoes... intended to buy a pair of jean (bottom) but insufficient cash..... i hav set my eye on tat pair of jean le =)

Xavier

suddenly the feelings come back after the sharing on taiwan @ bxb.. tdy bxb we had ice breaker and taiwan's sharing..
Ytd jus submitted the ss application to ss's zz.. so i will still be joining byz for this ly but i kinda lost coz i dunno where to go as in byz or jcg.... well gtg for work soon... tired!








Xavier

说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺
我等候







Xavier

tdy damn unlucky.. almost reach sch den realised tat i 4got to bring my script for tdy's presentation... den no choice went home to take.... haiz tdy like not smooth sia.... god bless..









Xavier

this morning was xie en @ TG pray 8.1k kou shou.. Ly pack rice and chat with many de shu frens =) Lazy to elaborate =X going to work in 10 mins time .... sian




Xavier

Hmmm.... Thinking real hard.......







Xavier

my jig saw puzzle will nvr be complete without "u" Where is the last piece to make the whole puzzle complete? hopefully as time goes by i can find the last piece....








Xavier

Recently, stress lvl to the max... busy with assignments which can't seem to finish keep on accumulating like snowball -.- and sian nid ppl to talk to be it in msn , facebook or sms!!!!
Ytd abit sick le Thanks ppl who bother to care for me even by asking if im feeling abit better, it sure helps abit =) jus recovered abit only but....
Not in the mood to blog much.. tat's all





Xavier

Ytd was jie de big event (YXH)... was very successful and the feedback received were pretty gd..
really hav to gan en lmcb.. all the jdys hav been putting in alot n lot n lot of efforts n time n energy to organise n plan tis major event.. every1 lykl =) i was assign to help lr with the photo slideshow.. really spent alot of time for tat .. but lr spent alot more time n effort as compared to me.. the emcee did a great job (tzong hong,wei cheng) well done bro! =) our skit was also not tat bad, made alot of audience laugh.. the photo slideshow was quite gd coz lr n me put in our hearts to do them =X as for the interview (video) it really touched me and i could feel my tears flowing... aft hearing the parents words and encouragement and bys speech i was moved.. i seldome hav tis kind of feelings de.. we also had dcs n dz speech folo by during lunch we also had songs delication to whoever u wish to delicate to... tat ends the day...


Finally have time to rest aft yxh =)





Xavier

no mood to blog... can't describe my emotions now... Jus watch this trial video... Thanks

Xavier

hey if i treat u as a fren and u wan to make use of me, at least dun let me know lar. u can do watever u like behind my back... I dun give a DAMN sia... my tolerance got its limits de dun pissed me off ... i hate hypocrite so dun behave like a true and sincere fren in front of me if u aren't genuine or else i will detest and despise u de!!
DAMN!!! spoil my mood and ruin my day .....  
Really angry now and keeping everything to myself haizzzzzz






Xavier

Feelings for u have slowly faded off , sometime y do i still think of u? u can take me for granted but i alwaes do my best to let u feel happy, care for u tolerate u but y aren't i getting any chance.... haiz i suddenly dunno wat is fair and wat's not. sumbody jus get it for free without any contribution but i believe i alwaes giv in but nobody will appreciate me... Affinity where have u been to? come on i nid u sumhow -.-
still emo-ing every now n den!!            jyjys for coming yxh..... yawnss tired tired....  





Xavier

Tdy pon sch jus to go for medical check up. met chit hao at 9 at tiong bahru coz i asked him to accompany me =X (thanks bro , u are such a nice person =) ) wasted half a day there at man power there.... Actually took 1 hr plus for the checkup but still hav to take stupid IQ test.... -.- took me like 3 hrsssssss... Now having severe headache "ouch" dun feel like elaborating...

Anw guys and gals i'm in PES B =X  LOL! shall end here......





Xavier

Time really flies! Ytd was mfb last lesson le. yet to learn alot n it's jus ended tat fast.... well its really time to improve on my childish behaviour and hav better attitude towards ppl.. For those whom i had accidentally offended for the past 19 years , pls accept my apology. pls accept me for who i'm and believe me i will change over time de. dunno if i'm rdy for next batch of ren cai ban.... Mixed feelings every now n den... 


But trust me I can control my emotions de =)





Xavier

Busying till now.. but it's all worth it.. coz it's my hse 17 anniversary.. alot of tz men qsn men came to dao xi =)
most importantly got 6 xin qiu so got ban dao is a fa xi thinggy... LMCB. Been helping with the hse hold chores since aftnoon so abit tired seh but every1 lykl so not so bad after all... the happiness cant really be describe so jus hav to gan en for everything... =)


anw now i m going to prepare the photo video for next major event which is on next sun (yxh) so stay focus n concentrate dun slp zheng hao -.-


but sth rest is to go a longer way so anw got ly must go cherish coz u might nvr know wat might happen the next moment...












Xavier

Earth is dying/sick ... Help save the earth by being a VEGETARIAN =)






Xavier