my jig saw puzzle will nvr be complete without "u" Where is the last piece to make the whole puzzle complete? hopefully as time goes by i can find the last piece....








Xavier

Recently, stress lvl to the max... busy with assignments which can't seem to finish keep on accumulating like snowball -.- and sian nid ppl to talk to be it in msn , facebook or sms!!!!
Ytd abit sick le Thanks ppl who bother to care for me even by asking if im feeling abit better, it sure helps abit =) jus recovered abit only but....
Not in the mood to blog much.. tat's all





Xavier

Ytd was jie de big event (YXH)... was very successful and the feedback received were pretty gd..
really hav to gan en lmcb.. all the jdys hav been putting in alot n lot n lot of efforts n time n energy to organise n plan tis major event.. every1 lykl =) i was assign to help lr with the photo slideshow.. really spent alot of time for tat .. but lr spent alot more time n effort as compared to me.. the emcee did a great job (tzong hong,wei cheng) well done bro! =) our skit was also not tat bad, made alot of audience laugh.. the photo slideshow was quite gd coz lr n me put in our hearts to do them =X as for the interview (video) it really touched me and i could feel my tears flowing... aft hearing the parents words and encouragement and bys speech i was moved.. i seldome hav tis kind of feelings de.. we also had dcs n dz speech folo by during lunch we also had songs delication to whoever u wish to delicate to... tat ends the day...


Finally have time to rest aft yxh =)





Xavier

no mood to blog... can't describe my emotions now... Jus watch this trial video... Thanks

Xavier

hey if i treat u as a fren and u wan to make use of me, at least dun let me know lar. u can do watever u like behind my back... I dun give a DAMN sia... my tolerance got its limits de dun pissed me off ... i hate hypocrite so dun behave like a true and sincere fren in front of me if u aren't genuine or else i will detest and despise u de!!
DAMN!!! spoil my mood and ruin my day .....  
Really angry now and keeping everything to myself haizzzzzz






Xavier

Feelings for u have slowly faded off , sometime y do i still think of u? u can take me for granted but i alwaes do my best to let u feel happy, care for u tolerate u but y aren't i getting any chance.... haiz i suddenly dunno wat is fair and wat's not. sumbody jus get it for free without any contribution but i believe i alwaes giv in but nobody will appreciate me... Affinity where have u been to? come on i nid u sumhow -.-
still emo-ing every now n den!!            jyjys for coming yxh..... yawnss tired tired....  





Xavier

Tdy pon sch jus to go for medical check up. met chit hao at 9 at tiong bahru coz i asked him to accompany me =X (thanks bro , u are such a nice person =) ) wasted half a day there at man power there.... Actually took 1 hr plus for the checkup but still hav to take stupid IQ test.... -.- took me like 3 hrsssssss... Now having severe headache "ouch" dun feel like elaborating...

Anw guys and gals i'm in PES B =X  LOL! shall end here......





Xavier

Time really flies! Ytd was mfb last lesson le. yet to learn alot n it's jus ended tat fast.... well its really time to improve on my childish behaviour and hav better attitude towards ppl.. For those whom i had accidentally offended for the past 19 years , pls accept my apology. pls accept me for who i'm and believe me i will change over time de. dunno if i'm rdy for next batch of ren cai ban.... Mixed feelings every now n den... 


But trust me I can control my emotions de =)





Xavier

Busying till now.. but it's all worth it.. coz it's my hse 17 anniversary.. alot of tz men qsn men came to dao xi =)
most importantly got 6 xin qiu so got ban dao is a fa xi thinggy... LMCB. Been helping with the hse hold chores since aftnoon so abit tired seh but every1 lykl so not so bad after all... the happiness cant really be describe so jus hav to gan en for everything... =)


anw now i m going to prepare the photo video for next major event which is on next sun (yxh) so stay focus n concentrate dun slp zheng hao -.-


but sth rest is to go a longer way so anw got ly must go cherish coz u might nvr know wat might happen the next moment...












Xavier

Earth is dying/sick ... Help save the earth by being a VEGETARIAN =)






Xavier

Stress! Roller-coaster will have its up and down.. I'm at my down n0w ='(










Xavier

stress stress stress

Stress lvl to the MAXIMUM!!!! I can't take it anymore... I nid sum1 to talk to me or else i will go crazy... any 1 also can ='(





Xavier

Results for EID better den expected =)

Jus got bac my EID result... i thought i will flunk seh... coz aft the paper i was like omfg how come the paper is so difficult n my mind was blank .... i admit i had not prepared thoroughly for all my ct but... I scored 73 for my EID though it wasn't tat fantastic but i was kinda pleased.. =) hopefully i will get better marks den EID. btw eid is electrical installation design.. will blog next time if i feel like it.. o yeah i hav decided to join sheng shi le hehes! Welcome me to ss big family =)





Xavier

happy new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY 1! Welcome to the world of 2010 not 4get-ing our sweet n memorable year of 2009. Indeed time flies how i wished i can stay stagnant awhile to reflect and improve on my thinking and my actions. well time doesn't wait for any1 so to summarise time is precious and jus do watever we have to now and dun delay else u might lose tat rare opportunity.

AND yeah i bought a new touch screen handphone (samsung) light pink colour so cool =) (28-12-09) jus a few days old hehes!!!

Anw blog till here take cares every1 =)

22-11-09 LLZ LY =)

ytd was llz ly. it was a fun and memorable day for me coz i make more frens from other de shu n know them better! it is a gd way to interact with frens from other de shu during big event like this especially can make use of this opportunity to mingle with youth from tg's side =) hehehs! when i saw those lao pu sa enjoying themselves at all the game stalls i can also feel the happiness within myself... ahas! hopefully can mingle with all the youth from tg n th side.. but i think is abit impossible well...

Extremely Exhausted after sch commence till now ='(

Recently, i've been thinking alot. Thinking of ways and means to cultivate my mouth (口德）. Which means not to gossip, talk lesser craps, talk lesser unless is necessary. Wonder if i really can do it.. Anw my feelings are worse than being emo.. Coz my feelings are numb now can't even react >.< haizz! BUSY BUSY BUSY!
Everyday got Events , LY and assignments!!! Have to learn how to manage and juggle my sch work with ft ly! Friends out there we will hang out during holiday yeah? such a boring daily routine Aiyooo! During hOliday i vow to go out daily =)

Happy to be me

No1 is perfect,
Yet so many still try.
To tell you the truth,
I really don't see why.
My smile is imperfect,
But I love it anyway.
Neither is my face,
But i like it everyday.
I love how I look.
Why can't you?
I know I'm not perfect,
Neither are you.
No1 is perfect,
Much to your dismay.
I know i'm not perfect,
But I like it that way.
I'm happy to be myself!


OUTING? GATHERING? HANGOUT-ING? YEARNING FOR LOVE AND FREEDOM! STILL WAITING FOR MY ''MISS SNOW WHITE" Where Are You??? PLs Hav a pity on me come out N0w!

LYHF, 你是否可以试着接受我，试着和我交往呢？突然对你有那一种感觉，真后悔当初忽略你对我的那一份情。Everything revolves around 缘份，希望我们能给对方一次机会！
无时无刻都提醒自己做人要潇洒一点！

Let Nature Takes It's Course =)

做人真的没有意义！感觉上活得很苦，活得很没有意思，一切都过得非常的不顺。
我已经放弃了人生。我真的活得很苦，很累........... 我苦不堪言，没有话能形容。

我多么希望能买得到快乐，时间和幸福！！！

烦烦烦，忙忙忙！！！！！！

1st day of sch!

真正的友谊到底是什么？我到底有几个真正了解我，关心我，呵护我，体谅我，圆容我的知心好友？

当我需要帮助时    ，有几个人会伸出援手呢？
当我伤心时            ，有几个人会安慰和关心我呢？
当我快乐时            ，有几个人会和我一同庆祝呢？
当我寂寞时            ，有几个人会自愿的陪我呢？
当我不如意时        ，有几个人会注意和关怀我呢？
当我心情不平衡时，有几个人会来安抚我的心呢？

感觉上都在敷衍我罢了。这到底是为什么呢？ 为什么？！！！！   为什么？！！！！


Suddenly realised that i have too much commitments!  Jus hope that LMCB everything will proceed smoothly.  OoH yeah b4 i 4get, i would like to share with all that im selected to ly as flag bearer during the opening of sports meet @ taiwan this dec. Felt so honoured because im the minority being selected by zz to be involved in the ly. GAn Xie LMCB!


1st day of sch alrdy nid to write 1800 words essay for 2 assignments... 800 words for 1 and another 1000 words  for the other CRAZY SEH HOW TO WRITE 1800 WORDS ESSAY SIA!!!!!!

2nd oct fri nite

Was supposed to meet sh, lr n yx @ 7pm at chinatown. But in the end we all nvr meet at ctrl station. Tat day was a mini birthday celebration for the 4 of us! Met lr n yx @ ard 7.30pm den went to purchase our cake 4 for $10 only. tat day sh had a meeting n met us at ard 9pm poor sh had to cab down to the place we gathered.(a vege stall at temple street) sh spent 10 on cab haizzz but she dun seem to mind so well... anw happy belated birthday to sh n lr.. and happy advance birthday to yx =) we chatted throughout the dinner n ate our cake aft singing our birthday song n making our wishes! aft tat we walked awhile b4 we went back! took sum photo on the journey back on the train =) Reached home ard 11.30pm so tired but happy hohoho!