Time really flies! Ytd was mfb last lesson le. yet to learn alot n it's jus ended tat fast.... well its really time to improve on my childish behaviour and hav better attitude towards ppl.. For those whom i had accidentally offended for the past 19 years , pls accept my apology. pls accept me for who i'm and believe me i will change over time de. dunno if i'm rdy for next batch of ren cai ban.... Mixed feelings every now n den... 


But trust me I can control my emotions de =)





Xavier

Busying till now.. but it's all worth it.. coz it's my hse 17 anniversary.. alot of tz men qsn men came to dao xi =)
most importantly got 6 xin qiu so got ban dao is a fa xi thinggy... LMCB. Been helping with the hse hold chores since aftnoon so abit tired seh but every1 lykl so not so bad after all... the happiness cant really be describe so jus hav to gan en for everything... =)


anw now i m going to prepare the photo video for next major event which is on next sun (yxh) so stay focus n concentrate dun slp zheng hao -.-


but sth rest is to go a longer way so anw got ly must go cherish coz u might nvr know wat might happen the next moment...












Xavier

Earth is dying/sick ... Help save the earth by being a VEGETARIAN =)






Xavier

Stress! Roller-coaster will have its up and down.. I'm at my down n0w ='(










Xavier

stress stress stress

Stress lvl to the MAXIMUM!!!! I can't take it anymore... I nid sum1 to talk to me or else i will go crazy... any 1 also can ='(





Xavier

Results for EID better den expected =)

Jus got bac my EID result... i thought i will flunk seh... coz aft the paper i was like omfg how come the paper is so difficult n my mind was blank .... i admit i had not prepared thoroughly for all my ct but... I scored 73 for my EID though it wasn't tat fantastic but i was kinda pleased.. =) hopefully i will get better marks den EID. btw eid is electrical installation design.. will blog next time if i feel like it.. o yeah i hav decided to join sheng shi le hehes! Welcome me to ss big family =)





Xavier

happy new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERY 1! Welcome to the world of 2010 not 4get-ing our sweet n memorable year of 2009. Indeed time flies how i wished i can stay stagnant awhile to reflect and improve on my thinking and my actions. well time doesn't wait for any1 so to summarise time is precious and jus do watever we have to now and dun delay else u might lose tat rare opportunity.

AND yeah i bought a new touch screen handphone (samsung) light pink colour so cool =) (28-12-09) jus a few days old hehes!!!

Anw blog till here take cares every1 =)

22-11-09 LLZ LY =)

ytd was llz ly. it was a fun and memorable day for me coz i make more frens from other de shu n know them better! it is a gd way to interact with frens from other de shu during big event like this especially can make use of this opportunity to mingle with youth from tg's side =) hehehs! when i saw those lao pu sa enjoying themselves at all the game stalls i can also feel the happiness within myself... ahas! hopefully can mingle with all the youth from tg n th side.. but i think is abit impossible well...

Extremely Exhausted after sch commence till now ='(

Recently, i've been thinking alot. Thinking of ways and means to cultivate my mouth (口德）. Which means not to gossip, talk lesser craps, talk lesser unless is necessary. Wonder if i really can do it.. Anw my feelings are worse than being emo.. Coz my feelings are numb now can't even react >.< haizz! BUSY BUSY BUSY!
Everyday got Events , LY and assignments!!! Have to learn how to manage and juggle my sch work with ft ly! Friends out there we will hang out during holiday yeah? such a boring daily routine Aiyooo! During hOliday i vow to go out daily =)

Happy to be me

No1 is perfect,
Yet so many still try.
To tell you the truth,
I really don't see why.
My smile is imperfect,
But I love it anyway.
Neither is my face,
But i like it everyday.
I love how I look.
Why can't you?
I know I'm not perfect,
Neither are you.
No1 is perfect,
Much to your dismay.
I know i'm not perfect,
But I like it that way.
I'm happy to be myself!


OUTING? GATHERING? HANGOUT-ING? YEARNING FOR LOVE AND FREEDOM! STILL WAITING FOR MY ''MISS SNOW WHITE" Where Are You??? PLs Hav a pity on me come out N0w!

LYHF, 你是否可以试着接受我，试着和我交往呢？突然对你有那一种感觉，真后悔当初忽略你对我的那一份情。Everything revolves around 缘份，希望我们能给对方一次机会！
无时无刻都提醒自己做人要潇洒一点！

Let Nature Takes It's Course =)

做人真的没有意义！感觉上活得很苦，活得很没有意思，一切都过得非常的不顺。
我已经放弃了人生。我真的活得很苦，很累........... 我苦不堪言，没有话能形容。

我多么希望能买得到快乐，时间和幸福！！！

烦烦烦，忙忙忙！！！！！！

1st day of sch!

真正的友谊到底是什么？我到底有几个真正了解我，关心我，呵护我，体谅我，圆容我的知心好友？

当我需要帮助时    ，有几个人会伸出援手呢？
当我伤心时            ，有几个人会安慰和关心我呢？
当我快乐时            ，有几个人会和我一同庆祝呢？
当我寂寞时            ，有几个人会自愿的陪我呢？
当我不如意时        ，有几个人会注意和关怀我呢？
当我心情不平衡时，有几个人会来安抚我的心呢？

感觉上都在敷衍我罢了。这到底是为什么呢？ 为什么？！！！！   为什么？！！！！


Suddenly realised that i have too much commitments!  Jus hope that LMCB everything will proceed smoothly.  OoH yeah b4 i 4get, i would like to share with all that im selected to ly as flag bearer during the opening of sports meet @ taiwan this dec. Felt so honoured because im the minority being selected by zz to be involved in the ly. GAn Xie LMCB!


1st day of sch alrdy nid to write 1800 words essay for 2 assignments... 800 words for 1 and another 1000 words  for the other CRAZY SEH HOW TO WRITE 1800 WORDS ESSAY SIA!!!!!!

2nd oct fri nite

Was supposed to meet sh, lr n yx @ 7pm at chinatown. But in the end we all nvr meet at ctrl station. Tat day was a mini birthday celebration for the 4 of us! Met lr n yx @ ard 7.30pm den went to purchase our cake 4 for $10 only. tat day sh had a meeting n met us at ard 9pm poor sh had to cab down to the place we gathered.(a vege stall at temple street) sh spent 10 on cab haizzz but she dun seem to mind so well... anw happy belated birthday to sh n lr.. and happy advance birthday to yx =) we chatted throughout the dinner n ate our cake aft singing our birthday song n making our wishes! aft tat we walked awhile b4 we went back! took sum photo on the journey back on the train =) Reached home ard 11.30pm so tired but happy hohoho!

25-9-09 part 2

虽然已经有好几个月了，但偶尔还是会对她有感觉的。但是最近我想了很多，常告诉自己要学会放下，因为喜欢一个人不一定要拥有她或和她在一起。只求她能天天开心和找到能爱她和给她幸福快乐的人。从相见到相识到成了朋友，我们曾经在msn闲聊和交换简讯，那段日子是我过得最快乐的。当我不知不觉的对她有好感时，我开始关心她，呵护她，斗她笑，一切都顺着她包容她。偶尔一起出去时，还会送她一些礼物。如今我只想我们还是保持朋友的关系，有机会就一起出去，不然偶尔才联络问她最近别来无恙。好了最后我只想让她知道曾经喜欢她是我从来没有后悔的选择。我想最后一次对她说：我依然喜欢你，但现在是时候放手了。这不代表我又有喜欢的另外一个女的而是我想让我们都得到各自的幸福。

25-9-09 part 1

I will just post part 1 due to time constraint.. Met up with sch clique tis afternoon at china town. We were heading towards the $10 KTV Club to Sing n most importantly to help celebrate my advance birthday! We sang alot n shot alot of video n photo will upload @ fb not here >.<..
Thanks for the celebration frens i appreciate all of ur time tdy! Guess tat we might not hav much time to meet up le so cya all in sch n gather during holidays lor.. Hahas!
Anw tml i'll be going to malacca n i'll be back on sun nites so take note my frens dun blame me for not replying or answering ur call... Will post part 2 after i come back frm malacca....

Time passes too fast!

A hectic wkends but yet quite a meaningful 1.. sunday there were bxb in the morning n dzb at night. Recently i hav been listening to English lectures @ dzb/qkb.. Basically is to improve my language n able to prepare myself for next time ly n at the same time share some info with my indian dao qing.. quite challenging sia but with god's grace i can do it!
Tdy was out the whole day... morning went to different places to shoot video for upcoming le ling zhou ly.. afternoon went to 梅先生's son 1 year old party... his son is really very cute n handsome hahas! enjoyed the cake, the food and guess wat? His son is alrdy being 'attached' with benard's daughter another cute gal =P those who were there will know wat i'm talking abt.... hehes funny sia.. after tat was our de shu qing zhu @ th.. so tired sia but nvm i guess all these are worth it de so hahas!!!

Professional shooting video =)

A peaceful day @ ecp

Went ecp with sch clique. they were cycling but i was jogging on my own. N thus i kena sunburnt on my upper back of the body due to the removal of clothes under the hot sun n jog frm 10 plus to 4 plus... >.<

我得到我要的清静。这就是人生！偶尔也需要一点安静。
宁静的听着海浪声，
静静的望着大海，
独自享受新鲜的空气，
仿佛自己占有了风，
被风吹得真凉爽。

Sry pardon me for my languages coz i cmi in languages de so i anyhow compose de so dun blame me yah!

Conclusion: Sometimes we hav to be alone to reflect on ourselves n quietly observing n appreciating the nature but most of the time we also hav to be with cliques or frens lor Haha!!! :P will post till here...

Tdy is the dunno how many anniversary for the 911 incident =X very random i noe hees =P
Last wed 9-9-09 was a lucky day coz it was my turn to say jdyy i admit it wasn't well done but i did my best le so mus continue n jys. Haven been onlining for past few days coz i was busy working. i'm planning to go kbox again and will be going ecp with sch clique this coming tues! still deciding how to celebrate our birthday so any idea? how u all wan celebrate on tat day? hav to fix a date fast. next entry i will post afew photo of a japanese sch.. lazy to blog le so jus a short entry everytime (depending on my moods also)

Last friday went cycling alone since i'm bored n there isn't any1 to accompany me. Frm my hse cycled to jurong west >>> jurong east >>> bukit batok >>> shop at west mall =X
After tat go explore the whole area of bukit batok n i almost got lost :X LOL!
Ytd went bugis walk walk! nth exciting happened except lots of chit chatting session with chit hao n peng sheng.
Tdy jus came back frm djjtr hahas so blog till here! Count Down to 3 More Days!!!!!!!!

Last Mon, my sch clique decided to gather after 1 tedious, harsh , taxing semester  =X
I decided to go k box since i'm the organiser n i hav nvr been to k b4 so hahas really enjoyed myself n had lotas fun hanging with them! I dun mean hanging out with ft clique isn't fun pls dun misinterpret me LOL :D
i got upload 1 video but there is 1 more on the k box singing LOL dun laugh pls!! Being with this clique i experience lots of fun n be more natural in the sense tat i could be myself coz they dun mind my another 'wild' side wahahahs... The rest of the photo are uploaded in my fb so pls view if u hav time!
Tat nite was mfb oso actually i hav decided to say jdyy tat nite but well ppl hav volunteered b4 me so hav to wait for next wk. Frens giv me some confidence coz next wk it's my turn to say le so until den support me =)
Yeah Last fri went out hav lunch with SQ. Aft tat go arcade , shopping den go sky garden to hav a nice chit chat session.. went bugis shop den go suntec hahas enjoyed the outing ... so i guess i will post till here :P