LYHF, 你是否可以试着接受我，试着和我交往呢？突然对你有那一种感觉，真后悔当初忽略你对我的那一份情。Everything revolves around 缘份，希望我们能给对方一次机会！
无时无刻都提醒自己做人要潇洒一点！

Let Nature Takes It's Course =)

做人真的没有意义！感觉上活得很苦，活得很没有意思，一切都过得非常的不顺。
我已经放弃了人生。我真的活得很苦，很累........... 我苦不堪言，没有话能形容。

我多么希望能买得到快乐，时间和幸福！！！

烦烦烦，忙忙忙！！！！！！

1st day of sch!

真正的友谊到底是什么？我到底有几个真正了解我，关心我，呵护我，体谅我，圆容我的知心好友？

当我需要帮助时    ，有几个人会伸出援手呢？
当我伤心时            ，有几个人会安慰和关心我呢？
当我快乐时            ，有几个人会和我一同庆祝呢？
当我寂寞时            ，有几个人会自愿的陪我呢？
当我不如意时        ，有几个人会注意和关怀我呢？
当我心情不平衡时，有几个人会来安抚我的心呢？

感觉上都在敷衍我罢了。这到底是为什么呢？ 为什么？！！！！   为什么？！！！！


Suddenly realised that i have too much commitments!  Jus hope that LMCB everything will proceed smoothly.  OoH yeah b4 i 4get, i would like to share with all that im selected to ly as flag bearer during the opening of sports meet @ taiwan this dec. Felt so honoured because im the minority being selected by zz to be involved in the ly. GAn Xie LMCB!


1st day of sch alrdy nid to write 1800 words essay for 2 assignments... 800 words for 1 and another 1000 words  for the other CRAZY SEH HOW TO WRITE 1800 WORDS ESSAY SIA!!!!!!

2nd oct fri nite

Was supposed to meet sh, lr n yx @ 7pm at chinatown. But in the end we all nvr meet at ctrl station. Tat day was a mini birthday celebration for the 4 of us! Met lr n yx @ ard 7.30pm den went to purchase our cake 4 for $10 only. tat day sh had a meeting n met us at ard 9pm poor sh had to cab down to the place we gathered.(a vege stall at temple street) sh spent 10 on cab haizzz but she dun seem to mind so well... anw happy belated birthday to sh n lr.. and happy advance birthday to yx =) we chatted throughout the dinner n ate our cake aft singing our birthday song n making our wishes! aft tat we walked awhile b4 we went back! took sum photo on the journey back on the train =) Reached home ard 11.30pm so tired but happy hohoho!

25-9-09 part 2

虽然已经有好几个月了，但偶尔还是会对她有感觉的。但是最近我想了很多，常告诉自己要学会放下，因为喜欢一个人不一定要拥有她或和她在一起。只求她能天天开心和找到能爱她和给她幸福快乐的人。从相见到相识到成了朋友，我们曾经在msn闲聊和交换简讯，那段日子是我过得最快乐的。当我不知不觉的对她有好感时，我开始关心她，呵护她，斗她笑，一切都顺着她包容她。偶尔一起出去时，还会送她一些礼物。如今我只想我们还是保持朋友的关系，有机会就一起出去，不然偶尔才联络问她最近别来无恙。好了最后我只想让她知道曾经喜欢她是我从来没有后悔的选择。我想最后一次对她说：我依然喜欢你，但现在是时候放手了。这不代表我又有喜欢的另外一个女的而是我想让我们都得到各自的幸福。

25-9-09 part 1

I will just post part 1 due to time constraint.. Met up with sch clique tis afternoon at china town. We were heading towards the $10 KTV Club to Sing n most importantly to help celebrate my advance birthday! We sang alot n shot alot of video n photo will upload @ fb not here >.<..
Thanks for the celebration frens i appreciate all of ur time tdy! Guess tat we might not hav much time to meet up le so cya all in sch n gather during holidays lor.. Hahas!
Anw tml i'll be going to malacca n i'll be back on sun nites so take note my frens dun blame me for not replying or answering ur call... Will post part 2 after i come back frm malacca....

Time passes too fast!

A hectic wkends but yet quite a meaningful 1.. sunday there were bxb in the morning n dzb at night. Recently i hav been listening to English lectures @ dzb/qkb.. Basically is to improve my language n able to prepare myself for next time ly n at the same time share some info with my indian dao qing.. quite challenging sia but with god's grace i can do it!
Tdy was out the whole day... morning went to different places to shoot video for upcoming le ling zhou ly.. afternoon went to 梅先生's son 1 year old party... his son is really very cute n handsome hahas! enjoyed the cake, the food and guess wat? His son is alrdy being 'attached' with benard's daughter another cute gal =P those who were there will know wat i'm talking abt.... hehes funny sia.. after tat was our de shu qing zhu @ th.. so tired sia but nvm i guess all these are worth it de so hahas!!!

Professional shooting video =)

A peaceful day @ ecp

Went ecp with sch clique. they were cycling but i was jogging on my own. N thus i kena sunburnt on my upper back of the body due to the removal of clothes under the hot sun n jog frm 10 plus to 4 plus... >.<

我得到我要的清静。这就是人生！偶尔也需要一点安静。
宁静的听着海浪声，
静静的望着大海，
独自享受新鲜的空气，
仿佛自己占有了风，
被风吹得真凉爽。

Sry pardon me for my languages coz i cmi in languages de so i anyhow compose de so dun blame me yah!

Conclusion: Sometimes we hav to be alone to reflect on ourselves n quietly observing n appreciating the nature but most of the time we also hav to be with cliques or frens lor Haha!!! :P will post till here...

Tdy is the dunno how many anniversary for the 911 incident =X very random i noe hees =P
Last wed 9-9-09 was a lucky day coz it was my turn to say jdyy i admit it wasn't well done but i did my best le so mus continue n jys. Haven been onlining for past few days coz i was busy working. i'm planning to go kbox again and will be going ecp with sch clique this coming tues! still deciding how to celebrate our birthday so any idea? how u all wan celebrate on tat day? hav to fix a date fast. next entry i will post afew photo of a japanese sch.. lazy to blog le so jus a short entry everytime (depending on my moods also)

Last friday went cycling alone since i'm bored n there isn't any1 to accompany me. Frm my hse cycled to jurong west >>> jurong east >>> bukit batok >>> shop at west mall =X
After tat go explore the whole area of bukit batok n i almost got lost :X LOL!
Ytd went bugis walk walk! nth exciting happened except lots of chit chatting session with chit hao n peng sheng.
Tdy jus came back frm djjtr hahas so blog till here! Count Down to 3 More Days!!!!!!!!

Last Mon, my sch clique decided to gather after 1 tedious, harsh , taxing semester  =X
I decided to go k box since i'm the organiser n i hav nvr been to k b4 so hahas really enjoyed myself n had lotas fun hanging with them! I dun mean hanging out with ft clique isn't fun pls dun misinterpret me LOL :D
i got upload 1 video but there is 1 more on the k box singing LOL dun laugh pls!! Being with this clique i experience lots of fun n be more natural in the sense tat i could be myself coz they dun mind my another 'wild' side wahahahs... The rest of the photo are uploaded in my fb so pls view if u hav time!
Tat nite was mfb oso actually i hav decided to say jdyy tat nite but well ppl hav volunteered b4 me so hav to wait for next wk. Frens giv me some confidence coz next wk it's my turn to say le so until den support me =)
Yeah Last fri went out hav lunch with SQ. Aft tat go arcade , shopping den go sky garden to hav a nice chit chat session.. went bugis shop den go suntec hahas enjoyed the outing ... so i guess i will post till here :P

I'm very bored!
Still can't find any Job and no 1 is willing to go out with me =.="
nth interesting happened recently..
 "Siansation" LOL :P

answers revealed:




what kind of egg u tink i am?



egg (chicken), – 最亲的人

duck egg,- 最气的人

bird egg,- 依赖的人

goose egg,- 最爱的人

fish egg,- 最笨的人

dinosaur egg,- 最丑的人

frog egg,- 最傻的人

worm egg,- 欠打的人

tortoise egg,- 最疼的人

turtle egg,-最想的人

snake egg,-最坏的人

ant egg,-最信的人

bee egg,-针对的人

housefly egg,  – 最脏的人

butterfly egg.-最美的人



hahaha, so funny.



is it accurate? HAHAHA

Among all this cartoon which will you chose to represent me deep down in your heart-




1.Doraemon, -Most Dependable Friend

2. Hello Kitty, -Most Thoughtful Friend

3-Mickey Mouse, – The one that understand you most

4-Barbie Doll, -The prettiest friend

5-Snoopy, -The one that you are secretly admiring

6-Super Man, – The one that can protect you the most!

7-, Black and White Pig, -The one you love now

8-Melody, – The one you wish to be your boy/girl friend

9-Wicked Doll, -The one you hate most

10-La Pi Xiao Xin – Your future husband or wife!





quizzes are so fun!

ans revealED.

b4 my haircut -.-

After my haircut nice hair style whee whee! :P

Hmm i shld start looking for jobs n start organizing events/outings :D

start to jio ppl out n go out slack play n slack again i want lots of outing frens pls accompany me coz i hate to be alone n being neglected -.- hehes! 

Now i'm extremely free so invite me out anytime!

                                                                                                                   

Finally FYP came to an end! Very tiring struggling alot this sem >.< but enough of the unhappy stuffs. Tdy in sch hor i chatted with SH. she so gao xiao n lame at times hehes :P We chatted alot but most of the details i can't rmb but 1 thing i sure can rmb. It is sh's conversation with her fren. Can u imagine tat sh's fren go ft jus to look for guys? Den sh told her since when ft is a place for a matchmaking session sia =.=" So damn gao xiao sia laugh until g0t tears le lor =X me n sh chatted alot n she brighten up my day tdy so wanna thanks her hehe :D dun really rmb our conversation coz too much crappy stuffs but even if i rmb oso can't tell coz it's confidential =.=" LOL











Time to go back n slack n play n most importantly relax. o yeah b4 i forget tml i'll be going to malacca until sunday's nite Miss me frens hehes :D

~Whee~ Happy happy :D jus finished my technical report ytd.. now left with final report n will be holiday time :P
I will be extremely free aft tml so frens out there Jio me OuT more often Coz i Nid sOme Fun hehes =)
Flood my Tag box if u guys are free Gals also yeah :D
Post a short entry tdy =X

Finally the final year project (FYP) is going to finish soon. Next Mon will be the final presentation. Hav been extremely busy with proj for the past few wks.. so aft mon presentation jus hav to submit technical report n final report n there goes the proj sem :D

Every 1 wish me gd luck leh :P hahas

A busy yet fruitful weekends :D

Recently due to the hectic work load and quite a number of activities, i was too busy to blog. Okay i'll now start off with Sat event. Sat was byz Pot Luck Session :D I prepared fried rice. I was anticipating this event after zhi kai officially announce this gathering :D So wat did we do once we're @ TG? We played a game similar to " Dun forget the lyrics" eh shld i say we played "Dun forget the lyrics". It was like wah piang eh i almost forgot some of the lyrics of those songs i hav chosen luckily my team mates are very zai 1 :D Well all the grps are also very pro =) So we played until like 5 plus before we started our Pot Luck Session yummy yummy pls dun drool :D
We also watched video on the performance on 潘公道长 skit. It was fantastic, awesome, touching n fabulous n too gd to be describe. After tat was time to go home quite 依依不舍 =X But on the way back the gals took quite a number of photo. ( Liwen, Jia yi, Shi Hui, Liru, Yun Wan and myself) I was asked to take photo for few of them liru, sh n jiayi. sh also took 2 "unglamorous" photo of me n liru but coz of me make the whole pic abit unglam lor. Hahas the rest of the photo are at sh n liru Fb. i only got 2 photo posted below :D O ya liru seem extremely happy on tat day coz she jus bought a new handphone so u can see the way she smile at every photo all very sweet sia sounds wrong but hahas n0 hidden meaning sia :D Tat nite i did abit of my ppt slides. hav to do some preparation for final presentation. Tired sia but still hav to hang on.

I cook de fried rice =)

sh took de. sh said it was artistic n both sh n liru said tat i looked shock. i was like eek y took such an "unglam" photo n i'm indeed having unexpected shock :D

another unglam photo of me =X ruin the whole pic see the way liru smile? so sweet :D


Sun was our 素食大会. tat day i wasn't assign any role for ly but as i reached TH quite early i decided to go help out at the game booth. wow time really flies. aft few hrs i went bac to rush my remaining ppt slides. o yeah forgot to wish singapore a happy 44th birthday :D I did take the pledge @ 8.22 okay =) nth much to elaborate on.

Mon was our 德属导读会. i was the 1st to share coz i told tz tat i nid to leave aft 2 hrs coz nid to rush bac do my final report. No Life rite hahas =.= so another day jus passed by like snapping the finger " jus like tat" .

Tues which is today as usual go sch den do a final presentation inspection by the supervisor. aft tat slack awhile den at nite still hav to attend mfb hahas busy life rite but these are all worth it coz it's part of my responsibility. will blog till here.

Thanks sh n yx kor kor for ur time on tues nite! thanks for the conversation =) through my conversation with yx i realised tat i got alot to learn n change =X hahas dun tell u my flaws i will hav to take note n change slowly LOL hehes :D after tat nite i oso felt better yeah.



Now i will end off with some gd n meaningful quotation =)
[Pain is inevitable, but misery is optional.]=} so we shld hav the rite attitude.
[Minds are like parachutes, they only function when open.]=} so we shld hav an open mind.
[If u do wat you've always done, u will get wat you've alwaes gotten.]=} so we must challenge ourselves and aim high.
[The remedy for injuries is not to remember them.] =} so we shld forget the past but not avoid it.
[Correction does much, but encouragement does more.] =} so we shld giv more encouragement.
[It is the characteristic of the magnanimous to ask for no kindness but to be ready to do kindness to others.] =} so we shld hav a kind heart.
[Hope is important because it can make the present moment less difficult to bear. If we believe tat tml will be better, we can bear a hardship tdy.] =} so we shld hav some hope.
[Courage doesn't mean tat we're not afraid. It means tat we do wat we hav to in spite of the fear.] =} so we shld hav be more courageous.