When assigned what seems an impossible task, the most important pointer to take note is how you are going to execute and complete the task and not think whether you are going to succeed or fail it!! :)

Next week, preparation for 6 days field camp.. suay suay kena this sunday guard duty so suay sia... next weekend another confinement!! SSIann no choice jus hav to suck thumb in NS!!!







Xavier

Emo-ing.. For this entire week my life was totally screwed up. Mood is like a roller coaster, sometimes up and certain times down.....
No choice, in Army u jus hav to suck it up.. This is Army's life.. 2 mths of shit, been through, done that....
When i received a shocking news, this made things worse.. I cried 3 times upon receiving this news coz after 2 mths of PTP phase, i'm going to transfer frm falcon coy to dragon coy due to the shortage of Sgt in my previous platoon....., as a result hav to disband the whole of my platoon..
Freaking miserable, (that's why i cried and in fact 1 packet of tissue is also not sufficient to dry my tears.) :'(
Old memories, environment, culture, training styles, many need to re-adapt again....
After a few days at dragon coy (baby dragon), i realised that falcon is more discipline, more organise, give more clearer instructions but dragon people are more fit and can do alot more chin - up and can run faster....
My upcoming schedule are preparing for field camp, throwing grenade, go for range (rifle) and won't be on9-ing most of my time....
*Will definitely miss all my falcon mates, Staff Sgt Willip (currently CSM ), Sgt Vincent, Sgt Zi yang, Sgt Yi Fan, Ltc Zhan Teng and many other Sgt and Sir frm Falcon Coy... Every1 all the best and let's meet again at POP...








Xavier

able to strip my rifle in 20 plus sec..
able to assemble my rifle in 30 plus sec =)
kinda like arms drill :P








Xavier

this week schedule was so packed.. felt so shagged , not enough rest in camp... the route march was abit tiring coz now we are trying to equip with full battle armour.. walked few km... i was kena guard duty also den was like nvr slp properly and ended up being restless... can't imagine i wore some sort of like ninja turtle suit... hahs!
finally also draw arms tis week... 1st time touch a real rifle... in camp rifle is ur wife and hav to take care of it else u will be charge or confine.. i was so touched during the draw arms ceremony coz we are told to say i will live by the core values and with my rifle, i will protect my country.... most touching part is when the few china and 1 ang mo saying these verse which make me wet my eyes and shed tears...
I hav serve ns for 1 mth 1 wk le... will update again....








Xavier

During the 2 wks confinement period, i learnt tat we are actually not an individual but a platoon, a company. A few "black sheep" will cause the whole platoon to suffer. I also learnt tat we hav to react and move fast and nevertheless we hav to listen to instructions and not defy any orders. Through all the training so far, i realised tat we hav to endure and strive for our best and push to our maximum limits.








Xavier

have i made a serious mistake by letting u know how i feel? haiz shldn't hav let u know in the 1st place. can we go back to the past whereby we had lots of fun plus laughter n we were much closer back then... perhaps it's really impossible now... =(





Xavier

OMG Y so Fast? I cant ly A camp on the actual day le... Going to Report to tekong on the 3rd of June =/ no more gathering/outing for me le ='(









Xavier

Jus graduated frm 13th batch MFB . Time to ly n hav more responsibilities =)









Xavier

Learnt new songs last sat 2nd jcg practice.. Ytd went for 1st meeting for A camp planning... PLAN CAMP WASN'T TAT BAD AFTER ALL !

Ytd aft camp meeting saw yihlin, yihjin, zhih ying , ying jie and ying hui ly-ing ( distributing dinner ) hmmm how come ti de youth are alwaes cherishing all ly opportunities whereas jie de youth are sometimes on and off deee.... shld reflect on ourselves -.-...



Won't be going for next few jcg practices coz all clash with A camp meeting but i'm also ly mah hahas!! Da jia lykl =)







Xavier

Went ktv at china town last wk.. finally met up with FS n SK. really enjoyed ourselves (lazy to elaborate )
jus received a call frm A camp commando.. he told me im officially in the camp planning committee list. got chance to learn n ly thanks lmcb =)






Xavier

Last Sat went for my 1st jcg practice. initially was as usual blur sotong coz i was like an alien there since all of them joined at least a few years le but i jus joined.. but nvm will adapt real soon =) finally saw the twin sis (taffy and agatha) but i still not sure who i alwaes talk to coz they look so alike -.-" well...


ytd, went ecp with portion of poly clique to rollerblade =) i fell down all the times and walao pain all over seh "ouch" =X i enjoyed the process and at that instant i wasn't thinking abt anything like so peaceful lah =)
aft had dinner at an indian vege restaurant obviously i hav to request for no onion garlic -.-.... after our dinner went to tampines ikea walk walk den it's home sweet home....

hope to hav more gathering with fotang clique or sch clique...
tml i will meet up with hui zhong for lunch and chit chat session yippee =)






Xavier

it's been some time since i last blog... anw for the past few days i was playing basketball, swimming, playing wii in np studio 27 =) with my cliquee. alwaes hav fun and lota laughter whenever i'm with him ^.^.... also had a dinner at loving hut at park lane there with my kor and peng sheng my gd fren plus bro also hehes! also hav been looking for a job for the past few days. my moto is to enjoy myself b4 i start working full time and enlisting into ns... jus sent my 1st resume few days ago so hav to wait .... thanks ai hui for the job intro hahas! nth much to blog so i shall stop here..





Xavier

Poly life has come to an end.. Missed all the fun here @ ngee ann... hopefully won't repeat any of the module this sem coz all 4 core modules are damn difficult seh.... will be getting a diploma soon and dunnno if i wan work as an engineer next time... Time really flies when we are having fun can't bear to leave ngee ann lar especially my poly clique and will definitely miss the sch's facilities ='(

Now getting rdy to adapt to the next chapter of my life... Zheng Hao u must be persistant and persevere on =)

Hopefully my frens ard me, especially all my fotang frens and poly clique will be always happy and bless everything will go smoothly for all of them coz i really care for them and love them alot hehes =) so mushy!! Frenss smile ! Way to go =) Take care every1 rmb i will be there for all of u if u ever need me =P






Xavier

Wishing all a belated happy chinese new year and a belated happy valentine's day. For the past 10 days, i have been busy studying for my exams and busy celebrating cny... (watching drama as well =) )

我曾经问过我自己：如果今天是我在这个世间的最后一天，我会怕吗？

我不是怕我没有钱花，
我不是怕考试会不及格，
我不是怕给别人说我丑，
我不是怕给别人说我笨，
我不是怕让人瞧不起，
我不是怕这个怕那个。

而是...........
只是怕这辈子会没有女人爱，
只是怕这辈子不会交到女朋友，
只是怕身边的亲人一个个离我而去，
只是怕孤单寂寞的过一生。

人生为什么这么不公平？
Those who are handsome (hunks) and pretty (babes) tend to be very popular and those ugly people like me will be outcasted and thus felt neglected. Why won't any girls appreciate me at all? Why won't any girls notice me at all? Why won't any girls admire me? Why won't any girls accept me? Why is my fate like this???

I have no other choice but to accept my destiny, my life, my fate, coz this is a reality which i can't change but to accept it.....






Xavier

Had a bad dream last nite.. Imagine what i dreamt of? OMfgosh how could i hav such a dream....
i dreamt tat my ft clique got liao yuan(ly) sure ask me go but when they got gathering and fun tgt they neglected me and worse they dun even invite me lor... den u know wat i did aft tat? i began to throw my tantrum and approach them and shouted y did u all neglect n outcast me when u all were having fun tgt? den i woke up n found out tat it was jus a dream...
How could i hav this dream man wth.... -.-
ytd went for AGM and alot of tong xiu are promoted to xtys n jqs GRATZ n jyjy =)




Xavier

had 1 whole day of lecture until 3pm den it was raining cats and dogs (and still is now...) then watch poker king a hong kong movie with my poly clique... omg the ambient temp is alrdy very low plus the air-con makes it super cold lar like -ve degree .... (abit exaggerating hahas!) tdy is hurbert's 20th birthday and aaron bought a cake n we had a mini celebration and the cake is delicious yummy =) tml is hisyam 21th birthday also.... we had lots of fun there.. chit chat session, gaming session n movie session =) ate the cake until very full now.... =X
tml still got byz n ss's rehearsal so yippee i love to ly ^0^.. gonna exams soon so hahas gonna mugggg soon =X






Xavier

ytd spent $80 plus on clothes (top) and shoes... intended to buy a pair of jean (bottom) but insufficient cash..... i hav set my eye on tat pair of jean le =)

Xavier

suddenly the feelings come back after the sharing on taiwan @ bxb.. tdy bxb we had ice breaker and taiwan's sharing..
Ytd jus submitted the ss application to ss's zz.. so i will still be joining byz for this ly but i kinda lost coz i dunno where to go as in byz or jcg.... well gtg for work soon... tired!








Xavier

说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
只要有你陪着我 再苦我能承受
说一千遍我爱你也都还不够
有一天我总会看见幸福的彩虹
相信你给的承诺
我等候







Xavier

tdy damn unlucky.. almost reach sch den realised tat i 4got to bring my script for tdy's presentation... den no choice went home to take.... haiz tdy like not smooth sia.... god bless..









Xavier